Who are you scared of?

It’s not often you have these heavy sermons but last Sunday was definitely one of them. Centred around luke 9:23, the title was shame. It really got me thinking about all the times in life you have opportunities to speak up and don’t, what does it really boil down to? What’s the worst that can happen? I guess we all want to feel like we belong right? To who?
William, who was preaching, brought up an interesting point about what he called circles in our everyday lives; there is always an inner circle. sometimes we feel like we’re in there, we’ve made it. Now I’m not saying that they’re inherently bad things, it’s good to have friends and to feel like you’re a part of something, something exclusive, something that’s totally yours, but where it gets messy is when we get possessive and dig our claws in against anything that may risk us falling out of this inner circle. This, this fear of exclusion may drive us away from His plan for us and what he wants us to do

“For whoever is ashamed of me and of my words, so will the Son of Man be ashamed of him when He comes in His glory” – Luke 9:26 ESV

So I guess, and don’t get me wrong, as I’m writing this to you I’m also writing this to me, it all boils down to one simple question; who are you afraid of? God or man?

“In this world, you will face tough times, but take heart, for I have overcome the world”

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Sky

Sky

Normally I’m not the greatest fan of black and white photography but this is one of my favourites. My friend came down to visit from Oxford and we were walking along the Thames, the weather was magnificent, there were people on the bank blowing bubbles, playing jazz, having fun! Sometimes it’s good to take a step back from the stresses and strains of life and appreciate the little things that are going on around you.

Doctors

Often, hospital experiences aren’t pleasant experiences, most people will tell you that. This is why yesterday came as such a big surprise. I’m no stranger to hospitals, in multiple countries, and for me it’s been the case of always changing doctors and the classic lack of continuity experienced by a large body of patients in the NHS. I was booked in for an emergency appointment with the on call doctor as it was a Sunday morning, in my mind, I was thinking “great, I don’t eat to be here, he doesn’t want to be here, he’s probably just going to give me his seven minutes, nothing more, nothing less”. So I turned up to the clinic, disgruntled and walked in to the clinic, only to have him stop his current consultation with another patient and walk in to my nurse check up and personally welcome me, assuaging the nurse that he knows me very well and to just let me come through! Mr. C was a consultant that I’d been with a few times but I never really thought he’d remember me amongst the sea of other patients that he must see on a daily basis, but not only did he remember me, he fast tracked me and slightly twisted the arms of some departments to get me in today before my train back to uni. He gave me all the time in the world, assuring me that he wasn’t in a hurry and he wasn’t missing out on his Sunday roast because of me; I felt like he actually cared. Ill be happy, in te future, if I’m even a 10th of the doctor this man is as the way I was treated is the way, I’d hope, one day, every patient feels on coming to a hospital.